January 2010
49 posts
Reflection
Spent about 10 minutes thinking about reflection matrices, but this entry is actually about the last year of my life.  I don’t recall doing such reflection before, maybe it’s been an auspicious year but it seemed like a good idea.  Not a lot of time right now so I’m probably going to write mostly about the big stuff. This year the world lost a great woman, someone I was good...
Jan 1st
December 2009
24 posts
REBLOG IF YOU LIKE LISTENING TO MUSIC
completelysilent: thumbswithhands: ;(
Dec 31st
“Cry if you want to cry If it helps you see If it clears your eyes”
– Soundgarden - “My Wave”
Dec 30th
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
Exactly.
whisperedwordsoncanvas: bestillmysoul: acadiaisgone: shatteredsunlight: He meant the world to that girl. All it would have taken is a single sentence from his lips, and she would’ve been his, forever. He didn’t get it. He never seemed to get it. When you hold the world in your hands, you can’t just let it fall. You can’t just watch it shatter into pieces below you without attempting to...
Dec 20th
Dec 17th
“I wanna meet up with you and show you what I’m thinking I’ll take...”
– Trapt - “Waiting”
Dec 16th
“Lying through your teeth again Suicidal imbecile Think about it Put it on a...”
– A Perfect Circle - “The Outsider”
Dec 15th
Dec 14th
a playground if we choose...
Last night was supposed to be Earl’s on the Ave for AMFs followed by whatever.  For better or worse, a lot of us ended up being fairly busy at work so there was essentially a coordination fail and Jon had to call it.  Soon after that I found myself in Bellevue with a bunch of Canadians, trying to come up with a plan for what to do.  We had thought to go to Purple, but there was no way we...
Dec 12th
“When I ran I didn’t feel like a runaway When I escaped I didn’t...”
– The Offspring - “Staring at the Sun”
Dec 11th
Getting Inwardly Pulled
For a while my Tumblr network was a complete undirected graph (or close enough) and reblogs were only for adding some comments.  Now I’m following and being followed by random people.  It might be time to fill in some blob, maybe later today.
Dec 11th
What if this isn't all there is?
I was almost going to reblog you, but I decided it would be too long. Today I was feeling a bit of an existential crisis as well.  Before I go on I’ll mention that if one were to read through my blog they would find a bit of flip flopping between “I need something” and “what I have is enough”; it’s something of which I’m very aware.  At a certain level I...
Dec 11th
“Flames and smoke Climbed out of every window And disappeared With everything...”
– Death Cab for Cutie - “Your Heart Is an Empty Room”
Dec 11th
Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
There really is something cathartic about hitting the ‘n’ key 30 times and seeing spell check kick in only after you hit ‘.’
Dec 10th
Dec 10th
“Look closely at the open wound, see past what covers the surface. Underneath...”
– Incubus - “New Skin”
Dec 9th
“After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything, so I’m...”
Dec 9th
“People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you...”
– Mother Teresa
Dec 7th
You've got a lure I can't deny.
whisperedwordsoncanvas: So pack your bags and say goodbye. You don’t want to come fishing with me?  D:
Dec 6th
“You know I’ll be there”
Dec 5th
Past and Present, Near and Far
Met up with the guys along with Angie and Ashley tonight at Blue C Sushi.  With Ashley it was somewhat awkward.  She did a nice job of not being terrible to me but apparently she really hates me.  It’s hard to say if it’s just because I’m totally white or if it had something to do with the Angie event, but I decided immediately that I didn’t care at all.  Angie was nice...
Dec 4th
Monday
Monday turned out to be fairly interesting.  Saw Rachel early before she went to work; me being a small victim of inability to stay asleep.  I then proceeded to hang out a small amount before getting ready and heading out on my own.  Emily and Greg had recommended Kuma’s Corner for burgers so I set out in that direction.  On the way I was texting Brie to see what else I would do, and she...
Dec 2nd